Have you seen Sicko? We started watching it last night and with every passing scene, I got significantly more nauseous. Finally, I had to stop watching. I’m not sure why, in that particular moment, that movie affected me so, but it did. The health care crisis in this country is devastating to me. It makes me ashamed of America. It makes me sad to the core that big business and greed rule this great nation. It makes me feel a little hopeless. It makes me want to run. And then, while sliding down that slippery slope of feelings, I start to think about people in my own family, people I am close to, that really believe that a national health care plan is NOT the solution. They believe it. They have arguments (some of them good) about why it won’t work and they are just as passionate as I am about the other side of the debate. And then I lose heart again. I think to myself “if these people that I love, that I KNOW are good people, will not fight for this…then it will never be fixed.”
In 2009, I spent almost $10,000 out of pocket on health care expenses. That includes my ridiculously high premiums (for a healthy single woman..and withOUT a pregnancy plan because that is another $200 a month) as well as paying my ridiculously high deductible on one x-ray and one MRI. Did I mention that I am COMPLETELY HEALTHY? I took a bad spill down a mountain skiing, waited 2 months to go to the doctor (because I was out of the country and did not want to pay a fortune with only a small emergency travel policy) returned to the U.S., had tests run, had a confirmed fracture in my tibia and then was sent home. Sent home. They did NOTHING. N.O.T.H.I.N.G. And the bill? Well, the bill that I had to pay= over $4,000…on top of my insurance. Ugh. Ugh. Ugh. Ugh. If I would have gone overseas, I would have only paid around $2,000 out of pocket. It is just absurd.
Now, wait. Please do not get me wrong. Thank God I have a good job and can afford to have insurance and am totally healthy. But, geesh, $10,000 in one year on NOTHING? What about the people who actually have something wrong with them? I worry about my parents, my aunts and uncles, the baby boomer generation who could be totally wiped out by one bout with cancer- physically devastated and then financially devastated. It just makes me sick.
I have applied for Swedish residency and have been interviewed by the Consulate and am now awaiting a decision. Part of me feels guilty about possibly becoming part of another system, one that works. Part of me feels completely relieved at the thought of not having to worry about health care. Yes, I know that what works in Sweden would not work in the U.S. due to the fact that we have 290 million more people here. However, something has got to give.
Please, let something give.